The Big Move

Don’t love me in return as if loving me is an option
As if you’re doing me a favor, by telling them I’m your favorite.
Save it, I don’t want to hear it
I loved you whole heartedly, mind, body and spirit.
Still you didn’t cherish each moment we spent together
You were so sure that there would be many more.
See once your love was adored
But now your love gets ignored
Because my heart can’t afford to take another loss.
You used to be so different.
Now you’ve changed.
It’s as if you have multiple personalities
Your thinking your ideology doesn’t reflect nor add up to my reality.
We used to share the same dreams
Now your just plain mean
And for every failure you blame me.
I get it you made the picture so clear to see.
Its over don’t even act like you care
Or dare to comfort me
I’m in no need of your fake sympathy
It only makes this harder.
See I know actions speak louder then words
I know what your intent was because your actions were heard.
They told me more than you could ever explain.
Their the reasons for my pain
And you nearly driving me insane.
I tried so hard to be the best of both worlds
But it was impossible
And now that I reflect on your requests
I don’t even think they were half logical
It’s hard being alone
But you always had your way of making me feel lonely
Your presence had became a burden
To wrapped up in being in the spotlight
Why me, id rather be behind the curtains.
See the show must go on
And even though I love you so
My love has to move on.
D.Evans Copyright 2010