Dead silence

I hate wars
but there is no room for peace
untill we get justice for all even those in the middle east
call a doctor call a preist
maybe at least the prisoners can get released.
I say a prayer for the children who have lost their child hood
all because their parents actions were misunderstood
help them we should but instead we watch in silence
dead silence....
if you listen closely you can hear them screaming
its reality your not dreaming
the government is scheming
and innocent children pay the price
I can give you some advice
you should really think twice
are you safe that this could never happen to you?
we treat others how we wanna be treated
well lately I guess we dont love ourselves
the minute you stop caring about whose wrong and whose right
its over you’ve already lost the fight
you have become a media slave
you've been brainwashed I can tell by how you behave
yea we've seen better days
now were in a daze
trapped in this maze
still im not amazed
amused and outraged
your mind has been caged
release it and rampage
look the proof is on the page
this whole war was staged
what era are we living in
I thought we were better then our ancestors
still we watch in dead silence
hoping ,wishing, praying
but still our feet, lips, arms, and tongues dont move

Rawr....

ova thought
ova looked
now your hooked
reading my book
ova stood
unda pressure
who knew i held the key with this pen to all the lost treasures
unda minded
unda measured
who knew i would bond with so many and cause hearts much pleasure
held it down
let it loose
now im on top i got the juice
almost lost my mind
my soul and heart
On the verge to depart
But I pulled thru
look at me
look at you
i hate on whats wrong yall hate on the truth
back to where i started
to where my lips first parted
to the first blank page i ever wrote on
to the first person who inspired me
i've never desired to be
no more then what u see
still yall hate and envy
and try to end me
still standing
still demanding
keep comprehending
keep under-standing
tryna figure me out
and see what im about
got me ready to shout
sick of the hook ups and look outs
i do this for fun
In fact im just doing me
i keep it real
Wat you get is what you see
so whats wrong why u mad?
exactly my point you aint even gotta answer
you sick like cancer
im the cure the enhancer
so stop all the noise
relax and take a seat
or you can beat your feet
whichever you prefer
cuz i aint going nowhere my mind differs
welcome to my world here is the key to enter
Get lost inside on your way to the center
I can be your mentor
My soul you can rent her
Just promise to return her in one piece
Then ill be at peace
I hope it helps you understand me so this beef we can cease
Kill it leave it deceased
In love we shall increase
Now I aint no preist
And never claimed to be one
that would be dumb
Im just tryna have fun
You aint gotta follow what I believe
I promise not to greive
Its whatever HE decrees
Im just asking you to please
See where im coming from
Why I don’t crumble
In the jungle
You can rumble
You will stumble
I wont budge
I wont hold a grudge
My spirit you cant nudge
Give you kisses and hugs
While I wait to be judged

I wanna get away

Brothers and Niggas (remake of jay z sister and bi**ches)

Lets describe a certain man
Lets describe a certain man
Lets describe a certain man

(nigga) You in my face steady tryna lay a bone
(nigga) You grab my bag nd put ur number in my phone
(nigga) Like macaulay culkin im going home alone
(nigga) You think you slick imma ring the alarm
(nigga) Why you think im acting all uptight
You walk me to my car but that's it for tonight
(nigga) you all up in my face im tryna put up a fight
You need to back up before I get you served right.
I aint no one night stand how many times do I have to remind stan?
You gonna get played and rewind so I can do it all again
Stop playing pretend Im with you for the bread
You paying my bills Im playing with your head
(nigga) I got brothers who schooled me to what yall do
Stop playing dumb like you aint tryna screw to
I dont get down with the crew
Im just tryna get thru give me the money imma jew
See im just tryna do me
Send you home to wifey see if she really likes me
See I kinda understand why these girl go dykey (It's yall)
(niggas) (niggas) (niggas)
Don't make me repeat myself
Messing with yall (niggas) is bad for my health
You aint a balling cuz you got a lil wealth
(nigga) You aint no better then a broke man
Once I get you open give me all that you holding
listen (nigga) you wasting time my legs stay folded
It's golden the number one rule
Don't fall in love with no (nigga) ya ego will get bruised
Ladies follow the rules get your own money and stay in school
Cuz im telling you now you can't depend on no nigga
Stop thinking you can change him like Beyonce did Jigga (he a)
(nigga) (nigga) (nigga)

Lets describe a certain male
Lets describe a certain male
lets describe a certain male

They say day all men aint niggas
(brothers) show you respect, niggas don't even expect to
brothers work hard, niggas hardly work
they rather hang on t corner in flirt
go to a club and do the jerk (he a jerk)
brothers will support you, niggas will abort try hard to destort you (belive it)
brothers help you with your kids and house work
niggas dont even know how a broom and mop work
niggas will put your buisness on the streets
brothers keep your business in the sheets
brothers drive cars, niggas work nerves
brothers can take you far, niggas will kick you to the curb
brothers get their hands dirty outside of where they live
niggas bring the work put it under the sick in your crib
cook it up in the pots your kids be eating in
reckless I tell you take heed with them
brothers walk by your side, niggas think they above you
brothers love the ladies cuz they respect they mommas
niggas will bring to your front door all the baby momma drama
brothers love when I keep it real
niggas get mad when I lack sex appeal!
with all that said here's whats the deal
I love my brothers niggas get real!



JAY-Z LYRICS

"Bitches & Sisters"

(Let's describe a certain female)
(Let's describe a certain female)
(Let's describe a certain female)

[Jay-Z]
(Bitch) you know my name and the company I own
(Bitch) you like my style and you smell my cologne
(Bitch) don't try to act like my track-record ain't known
(Bitch) you probably gotta couple CD's in your home
(Bitch) don't make me say it twice, you acting all up tight
Also diddy like, like, like
You ain't a (Bitch), I ain't no ball player, you ain't gonna get pregnant again
Hit off with paper, you gonna get hit off and slid off
Before the neighbors take off to go to work
So just, take off your shirt, don't hit me with that church shit
(Bitch) I got a sister who schooled me to shit you chickens do
Tricking fools, got a whole Robin Givens crew that I kick it to
They be hipping dudes, how you chickens move, I be listening to
(Bitch) (Bitch) (Bitch)
Don't make me say it thrice, you acting all up tight
Also diddy like, like
You ain't a (Bitch), You ain't no better cuz you don't be fucking rappers
You only fuck with actors, you still getting fucked backwards
(Bitch) Unless you fucked a dude on his own merit
And not the way he dribbles or ball or draw leverage
You're a (Bitch), No ma, you're a (Bitch)

(Let's describe a certain female)
(Let's describe a certain female)
(Let's describe a certain female)
Say Jay-Z, why you gotta go and disrespect the women for? Uh

[Jay-Z]
(Bitch) Sisters get respect, bitches get what they deserve
SIsters work hard, bitches work your nerves
Sisters hold you down, bitches hold you up
Sisters help you progress, bitches will slow you up
Sisters cook up a meal, play their role with the kids
Bitches in street with their nose in your biz
Sisters tell the truth, bitches tell lies
Sisters drive cars, bitches wanna ride
Sisters give-up the ass, bitches give-up the ass
Sisters do it slow, bitches do it fast
Sisters do their dirt outside of where they live
Bitches have niggers all up in your crib
Sisters tell you quick "you better check your homie"
Bitches don't give a fuck, they wanna check for your homie
Sisters love Jay cuz they know how 'Hov is
I love my sisters, I don't love no bitch

Sensual Healing

Im anticipating
sick of waiting
being patient
and debating
shaytawn whispering
he tryna hinder this
imma remember this.
not dismiss this
we had a few issues
the future is looking brand new
band aids. u heal me
broken heart is mended
this is just the beggining
nice story happy ending
then when we finish
we can write a book
about how love can get u hooked
addicted and shook
do u realize u took
my soul is in ur hands
u helped me understand
now i see u for urself
ur a better man.
ur in high demand
that high performace
when we romance
i cant ignore it
ur bodys calling
its so official
get the ref bring the whistle
early dismissal
from class just 2 chill with u
my heart was on freeze
now u put it on ease
u did it so easy..u came and relieved me
i was thinking all relationships were tremporary
now we bout 2 get married
get hitched
when we hit
the high notes be pitched
u make me twitch
feeling every inch
of our love
i cant wait
till we make it national
acting all rational
hearts tied together
no one can divide we not fractional
u equal me
u make me better
real loves last 4ever
ur so clever
ur mind is amazing
ur soul shines thru
like ur chest is see thru
men like u dont come around much
so when i meet u we gonna keep in touch
...lol....

Distracted in this Dunya

I hurt myself
I cant blame anybody but myself
I sacrafice myself to this world
I dont take heed to the reminder
Im worser then the blind follower
When will this end im living in a dellusion
I need a resolution
One has already been revealed
Still i prevail against any good
Its like my soul is inclined to evil
Im in deeper than i ever thought i would be
Never thought this would be me
Shaytawn had me thinking he couldn't touch me
He decieved me
Like he deceived thee father
We're all children of adam why did i think i was higher
My grandmom always said," the devil was a liar."
Still i fall to his whispers and follow my desires
I ruin myself
Im bad for my health
I can kill my own soul i dont need nobody's help
Its been dark and cold and still i survive
Then i start to think there's a reason im alive
It hurts so bad even worst on the inside
When i think how i decived myself
I fell for this dunya its glamour its wealth
What a fatal crush
A deadly love
How could i love it when it never loved me back
Almost shattered my soul
Tried my best to keep it intact
I need a redemption
Its never to late to change
If i die today tommorow i gotta take the blame
I just pray now that im forgiven for my many sins
Im done flirting with this dunya
My life is soon to end
I know i play pretend like this life last forever
But one day we gonna be judged and have to line up together
To answer to a higher authority
I've never feared nothing more like i fear thee
I hope and pray my good out weighs my bad
Maybe im hard on myself and thats why i get so sad
I just feel so weak
This life gets harder every week
Not knowing when i might die got me scared to sleep
I need to retreat
Wake up from this world and get back on my feet
Its like I already failed before I speak
My lord please forgive me these words I repeat
My soul I need to seek
This devilish spell I can defeat
He be on a mission that only leads to the fire
I need my lords mercy.
Question is am I worthy
Im dead before death
A walking zombie
I need to wake up
Restore my trust in thee
Open my eyes
Before I was blind
I just pray I snap outta this at the rite time
don’t leave me to myself o my lord I need your help
Alone ill go outta my mind send me some soilders to stand by my side
Just give me some time before I lay down my burden
The future is unclear but death is certain.
The angel awaits to stop the show and drop the curtain
I think about ur punishment and those who will receive it
I reflect on my life and cant be sure im not in need of it.
((end))

The game plays games

Two things always mattered
I was neither one.
I had so much faith in us I shoulda had none.
Never thought u would play me now I see our time is done.
I was crying my heart out you was tryna come up some.
This game had u on lock
Diamonds u wore distracted me a lot
Henny iced up on rocks
You were balling non stop
I was waiting around the clock
U were dodging me a lot
Still tried to make it work
Through the pain it always hurt
Lessons learned new preachers
Different agendas new teachers
No one’s stopping I had 2 lead us
U left us alone u never needed us
Now u can’t get in touch no way to reach us
We done moved on cant hear through dem speakers
A thousand miles u can run in ur Gucci sneakers
To get back in my heart ur gonna have to creep up
Im ice cold heart done departed
I cant blame u the game is retarted
U liked all those fancy names
I thought u had a brain now I see ur rather lame
So while ur switching lanes
I’ll be in the cut
Im good go after dem girls with the big butts
I loved u once to love u again would be pure luck
I was young In a jam all stuck
That was then when I was a yung buck
Try me now it wouldn’t last
So happy I can get pass my past!


**just me reflecting**