Always and Foerver

I aint got nothing better to do than write this night away.
You see these words are foreplay.
Imagination is the room where I stay to write what I see through out the day.
Some may say that poetry is wack.
They just mad because they to trapped to relate to it.
See poetry always had my back.
And even though I never had much money rhymes I used to stack.
Billing and keeping track.
Sold more wisdom to my soul than any type of rap.
Imagine that rulers can’t measure that.
The treasure one can find in speaking their mind.
Never rushed or running out of time.
I’m a junkie to this high that beautiful words give me.
Immersed in love watching as they envy.
They never thought it was in me.
They were to busy watching emcee’s living.
A lie a waste of time, nothing combined can amount to a pure rhyme.
One minute you can shine and change a few minds.
Every body sitting and listening waiting for you to mention.
And they pay attention and credit is always due.
I’m in love with any person who pursues.
Careers in this field if you can’t get paid do it for a hobby
They will watch you from the lobby, spit a rhyme for bobby
Or that girl with that body or that dude that’s always eyeing
Girl he think you fly but he to shy to speak what’s inside
Poetry is the keys to his ride
Its lets him hop inside her heart from time to time
Creep in from behind she leaves the keys under the door.
It’s like telling a story it never gets boring
No sleeping no snoring just love and adornment
Heaven sent hell bound
Lost and now found
And I know you’re a witness these rhymes be relentless
Never gonna diss this
No matter how far the distance
Always on time for class when poetry is teaching
To hear him preach in rhyme is a gift
If you don’t care for it class dismissed
But poetry will always have my heart
And be my first love
Because it never asks me for much and no matter how long I go away he always keeps in touch
He helps me fulfill my potential
Helps me stay focused in this world I’m still mental
And I meant to do this a lil better
But poetry won’t complain because my pen won’t let her…!
Freestyle we wild this open letter can only get better!
Homie you better sweat her! Poetry poetry poetry
Roll with me you and I can make history!
Or at the least we can tell his-story!
D.Aisha Copyright 2010

What Is Wrong With You ?

What is wrong with you?
Why do you do the things you do
It’s unfair to put me through the blues
When to you I’ve always been true.
I thought I was suppose to be your partner
But you treat me like an enemy
You like a crooked cop
Sometimes I think you envy me
All this enmity is it really necessary
You be acting all strange your attitudes scary
We don’t even talk its like you never hear me
And when we do talk you speak so unclearly
Loud and UN bearing alotta cursing alotta swearing
And I wear your ring because I thought you loved me dearly
Now your like girl dare me! I told you not to push me!
No it’s you who can’t push me!
You can’t wrap your huge hands around my neck
Or push me down the steps
Than make love to me.
You only make hate to me
Each night we lay you rape me
And you breathe so heavily
I just wish it was pleasant or heavenly!
Love is blind
But my vision is getting stronger I’m starting to see
You’re a coward all I win is screaming matches
As you mush my face into the mattress
Saying I should be glad you don’t smack it!
No I will be glad when you be the warrior you were meant to be
When you protect me, respect me, not lie and neglect me!
I’m sick of speaking indirectly
I mean did Adam ever hit Eve?
I mean I’m a women maybe you should hook up with Steve
And we mad because Eve mess with Eve
Well at least they know in the worst case scenario the odds would be even!
I am a lover not a fighter
And now here I am fighting for your love!
Fighting for your attention, affection and hugs!
You to caught up being a thug to be a man!
All this hardness I don’t understand!
What happened to your soul?
Your eyes are so empty
I just want to make you happy
That’s all I ever wanted
And you had the nerve to front like we had the same desire!
Are you trying to kill me!
When I look at you my soul is set on fire
Your lies are making me tired
It’s not worth it
And I know no relationship to be perfect
But looking in the mirror I do more than reflect
And looking at you, robbery I suspect!
Someone has stolen your identity
You aren’t half the man I know you can be
So the only choice is left to me
And no longer can I afford to choose foolishly
And no longer can I let you abuse me
Usually I’d be willing to work it out
Maybe you will change
But I will no longer be your target range
And let you sell my soul like a stock exchange
I will no longer ask you
What is wrong with you?
Because me sticking around has only proved that there is something wrong with me!
I must fly free a black butterfly
Doesn’t deserve a black eye!
So no longer will I ask why!
I’ll just think god I’m alive
He gave me the strength to survive
Now I’m revived my hope has been spared
And I know you’ve been unfair
And you never could have cared
We were never a pair
All you brought me was pain and tears!
Now I’m ready and prepared to face the future without you
No doubt I’m scared but this fear is nothing compared to what you put me through!
And now you ask me,
I thought I was supposed to be your partner?
My answer is,
You no longer meet the qualifications, you lack patience, for my womb will never bare your nation
There was never a relation, only isolation so you leave me with no choice but to seek a new occupation!
D. Aisha Copyright2010

I'm Ready

If I made you my everything would you let me down?
If I told you I loved you would you front when your friends came around
Would hold my hand all around town
Would you be my man would you understand?
The bond that is to be shared between a women and a man
Would you doubt my love?
How far would I have to go to prove myself true?
Each minute of my day would I have to spend with you?
Or all of my wealth would I have to spend on you?
You’re a gem and I love you because you’re genuine
But this fronting got to end
I’m ready whenever you want to began.
On my dedication you can depend
I won’t ever give in
Won’t care about the next man
Even if he drove a Lexus
Won’t send no secrets text’s
Or instant messages.
They can’t compare or get next to his throne
All dogs like to roam but now its time to come home.
So we can build our kingdom
This queen deserves freedom.
And a peace of mind
For a moment in time.
I swear by the one who sits high
I won’t sway you with fake lullabies
Or tell you any lies
So whenever you come to realize.
I’ll be waiting ready to take my seat by your side
And be down with you as long as my heart seeks
As longs as my feet sweeps this ground
As long as my ears can hear sound
As long as my eyes can weep
As long as my hands can beat
Forever forever with you seems so sweet
Dayona E Copyright 2010

Satan's Deception

Gotta make it to heaven
Cuz we living in hell
Under shaytawn’s spell
It’s hard to excel
It’s easy to fail
The devil will sale your soul like retail
Leave out the details
He makes this world seem so alluring
The stories that he tell is worth much exploring
This life is rather boring
Don’t spend your whole life adorning
In the end you’ll be mourning
Praying to see another morning

I know I get deep sista soulja like to preach
I hope that my stories will teach
All the hearts that it reach
So many souls he beseeched
He needs to be impeached
But his help we still seek
And it only leads to defeat.

So don’t be fooled
By the diamonds and the jewels
Your soul you can rule
Pick a new teacher, a better school
I gotta thing or two im tryna teach you sumthin new
Your soul can be renewed
If only you knew
The lies that he spew
Leave now here’s your que
It’s satan’s deception
Put your life in a new direction
We all far from perfection
Say a supplication
Pray for protection
In the end he will be punished
On the day of ressurection

The Straight Path

This path I walk alone, I walk it on my own
This road will lead to success.
Its not easy, there will be some test.
Some trials and tribulations. He’ll test us all not just one nation.
I got troops at my stations.
Guarding against frustrations.
I know its best to show patience
I put my trust in my Lord.
When things don’t go my way
All I can do is pray
There will be brighter days
As long as I don’t go astray.
I fear the day no money can we pay
Only good deeds count
Repentance is a discount
It might erase some bad deeds
But we still must take heed
Im telling you indeed the orphans you should feed.
It may save you from the fire
This is not my advice its from a source much higher
Fight your desire, until you get tired
Never stop checking yourself
And giving up your wealth.
You never know when your body will be called to retire
Every day you live you take a breath closer to the final hour
Cowards don’t belive in His power
But its been promised .
All of you will soon see the truth
We already been sent down the proof
The final messenger came already
And we still act like we not ready.
When will His words touch our hearts
Have we all fell apart.
Im ready lets start
Staying focused on the hereafter
So never stop writing your book, just look forward to the final chapter.

Sincerely your servant Aisha Umm Maryam…………
May Allah forgive me and my family aameen

**I love poetry so i thought i'd share some with you all enjoy**

**I love poetry so i thought i'd share some with you all enjoy**

If You Forget Me
I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

~Pablo Neruda