Worries

I worry about people who never cry. I worry about their sense of awareness. I worry about their enjoyment of life and forgetfulness of the hereafter. I worry about how easily they lose focus. Or take the shortcuts only to be faced with the harsh reality of their reality. I worry about their stinginess their greed. Their forever wanting, never being satisfied. Always hungry and thirsty with desire. How their souls taste sour how they reek of regret how they hardly notice or try hard to ignore their reflections in the mirror. Not liking what they see, not knowing how to change it. Or too lazy so they let it be. How they never find peace, always wrapped in drama, caused by delusions. Wanting what’s best of this material world. Forgetting what’s best in the spiritual world. Always judging but never accepting judgment. Thinking they are immortal, wanting to live forever. Not knowing that forever lies in letting go and letting in and breaking through and seeing the light. They get lost in the dark are numb to feelings. Use intoxicants to cover it or perfume it up. I can still spot them I still notice when no one is looking HE is aware. What you do in private will always come to light. Life is not worth living if you don’t live it right. What are you doing if you’re not helping out you’re not an innocent bystander by choice it’s the route you claimed. Thinking you have no meaning but meaning is all in being sincere. Meaning is all in finding and knowing and doing. Life has its purpose even you can’t deny it. God hasn’t given up on you, even though you think you’re a failure. The devil is heavy on your back breathing and panting causing sweat to dribble from your forehead, hands wet with panic. You want to escape so you follow his lead. But look where it’s gotten you, you haven’t gone far. Everyone has these feelings you are not alone. You too must wake up. Why stay sleep for so long haven’t you rested your whole life? Stand up and face this it will only make you stronger. You keep running but your running out of places to hide. You are losing your life is fading away. You were so young and tender you hardly noticed. What happened with your time? What happened with your friends? Your circle grew so small until it was only you and him. But it has always been you and HIM and he has always been there acknowledging your struggle, your mistakes. You were too oblivious to the fact that HE loved you, and you loved him but didn’t know how to show it. Well it’s never too late. Stop waiting for the right time. The time is now get back on the right path. Seek out your purpose your meaning, no more longing, hoping and wishing. Take the steps you need in order to change who you are or what you will become. Your future is bright. You just have to believe in it. Believe in yourself and you will achieve all you have ever desired. All that is good and best. leave this world to those who seek it. They have to wake up one day too…..

D.A.E