What Is Wrong With You ?

What is wrong with you?
Why do you do the things you do
It’s unfair to put me through the blues
When to you I’ve always been true.
I thought I was suppose to be your partner
But you treat me like an enemy
You like a crooked cop
Sometimes I think you envy me
All this enmity is it really necessary
You be acting all strange your attitudes scary
We don’t even talk its like you never hear me
And when we do talk you speak so unclearly
Loud and UN bearing alotta cursing alotta swearing
And I wear your ring because I thought you loved me dearly
Now your like girl dare me! I told you not to push me!
No it’s you who can’t push me!
You can’t wrap your huge hands around my neck
Or push me down the steps
Than make love to me.
You only make hate to me
Each night we lay you rape me
And you breathe so heavily
I just wish it was pleasant or heavenly!
Love is blind
But my vision is getting stronger I’m starting to see
You’re a coward all I win is screaming matches
As you mush my face into the mattress
Saying I should be glad you don’t smack it!
No I will be glad when you be the warrior you were meant to be
When you protect me, respect me, not lie and neglect me!
I’m sick of speaking indirectly
I mean did Adam ever hit Eve?
I mean I’m a women maybe you should hook up with Steve
And we mad because Eve mess with Eve
Well at least they know in the worst case scenario the odds would be even!
I am a lover not a fighter
And now here I am fighting for your love!
Fighting for your attention, affection and hugs!
You to caught up being a thug to be a man!
All this hardness I don’t understand!
What happened to your soul?
Your eyes are so empty
I just want to make you happy
That’s all I ever wanted
And you had the nerve to front like we had the same desire!
Are you trying to kill me!
When I look at you my soul is set on fire
Your lies are making me tired
It’s not worth it
And I know no relationship to be perfect
But looking in the mirror I do more than reflect
And looking at you, robbery I suspect!
Someone has stolen your identity
You aren’t half the man I know you can be
So the only choice is left to me
And no longer can I afford to choose foolishly
And no longer can I let you abuse me
Usually I’d be willing to work it out
Maybe you will change
But I will no longer be your target range
And let you sell my soul like a stock exchange
I will no longer ask you
What is wrong with you?
Because me sticking around has only proved that there is something wrong with me!
I must fly free a black butterfly
Doesn’t deserve a black eye!
So no longer will I ask why!
I’ll just think god I’m alive
He gave me the strength to survive
Now I’m revived my hope has been spared
And I know you’ve been unfair
And you never could have cared
We were never a pair
All you brought me was pain and tears!
Now I’m ready and prepared to face the future without you
No doubt I’m scared but this fear is nothing compared to what you put me through!
And now you ask me,
I thought I was supposed to be your partner?
My answer is,
You no longer meet the qualifications, you lack patience, for my womb will never bare your nation
There was never a relation, only isolation so you leave me with no choice but to seek a new occupation!
D. Aisha Copyright2010