Love is strange (a short poem)

I’ve made some mistakes before
And I’m guaranteed to make more
But don’t you ever think for a second your love is not adored
See your love is my poison and it also happens to be my cure.
Tell me why when you’re with her, my love seems to get ignored
Then, when you’re alone at night you beg for my company
How could this be, I thought you said you stopped loving me.
This is a painful game my body hurts all over
I wish we could start over, your love it keeps me sober
But I fear you’re killing me…….to be continued.